13. october

Two days ago, it was my birthday. i am 18 now. i dont like my birthday

much.thats why i never tell anyone. My friend A knows, and my other friend

I knows as well. A gave me a book, from Osamu Dazai and it made me really happy

because i secretely still cling to Osamu, as much as i hate to admit it.

I tried jailbreaking my phone today. I suck at it. I cut my arms yesterday,

the wounds are pretty. i read less berserk than usual today. On my the train back

home, a revisor complimented my looks. which surprised me because the clothes i

was wearing were my zero effort outfit. So strange.

8. september

i met three cats today, took picture of only those two though. I spent

time petting them. It was nice.

I live just to entertain people. One might even say, how humiliating
that is. But in truth, there is nothing quite as humiliating as the mere
act of living itself. What a melodramatic words to say.

7. september

It's quiet, just as usual. My cat is sleeping on my table. Today

my friend left me a gift outside. he gave me a pink rosary. And the pink

monster. Even though i am a boy, i truly do appreciate the colour pink.

It is the evil blood after all.